this week is so busy. i like my new co-workers. we spent more than 5000€ the last days. luckily not my money. i wish we already could decorate our new rooms and all. but there is still so much work to do and we cannot realy go in the rooms.
i miss my old co-workers, i miss the kids. i feel kinda “home-sick”. a little bit lost like loosing my home (something like that).

i feel dizzy and sick since two days. guess its the weather but it sucks.

AJ had to leave. and paget too. i dont get it. that show is so amazing because of the WHOLE cast. i love paget! i know many people who loved the show because of the whole cast. and now they let these to go.

i really wonder what thats like for the rest of the cast.
i am not sure if i could still work for that show without feeling like it lost too much. if i would work at a place with a team that functions so well, gets amazing results and they’d kick out two who are a big part of it i would think about leaving too. in the end it would be a decision about working with the left great people at a good place – and a personal feeling of lost trust.

thats probably how i look most of the time face-expression-like(thats charlotte casiraghi)

huge! (not mine!)

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bitching. i am in a bad mood today. i guess the heat is finally getting to me.

i got a new bike. need to get it fixed tomorrow. my dad put it all together since it was only 85% fixed. it was all okay yesterday. so today i asked him to change the handle bar. now something IS wrong. he gave me money to fix it. i took it.  and i feel sorry for my dad. thats what happens always. he tries to do something for me and it goes wrong. blame it on his attitude? he always knows before it will go wrong.

i quit my job. one more week, three weeks off, another week and i am gone for a new place (same age, even closer to my home). i need something new. i’ll miss the kids, my co-workers and everything but i am so ready to leave.

what else is new? this house is kinda funny. spending way too much time outside in the garden with too funny ppl. exept one person in this house sucks, psycho is all i say (move out, please)

had to put one of my budgies too sleep. i’ll get a new one (soon?) since three is not a good number.

i havent had much time and energy to work out the last month. the result: i am fat (not really fat, just for my body-norm.) today im just annoyed by it alot.

i should share some photos. the problem is: i rarely take photos anymore. need to change that too. and i have to work through all my photo files. its all chaos! at least i got those files done that include photos from work. all is saved and i now can delete it from my computer